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Thursday, November 12, 2009

cenyum sampai tinge

ye.. petang tadi tepat kul 4.15pm aku telah cengih sampai tinge...
sungguh puas hati.. my hard work from 8.30am was paid off...

fuhh sapa tak sengih kalu 1st time buat PCR - menjadik and positive..

hahahha tulah citer best aku hari nih...

dari kul 8.30am aku dok lab biomol tuh...
from DNA extraction...
to mengira nak tuka micromol (umol) to pmol... (pening wooo)
to pipetting the primers, MasterMix etc...
to running the PCR... (errr that was by machine lah)...
then run on gel electrophoresis...

and the BEST when read under UV light.. wallahhh... sample 1,2,5 & 6 POSITIVE... (err.. actually 1&2 was the same sample, and 5&6 sample sama gaks).. i did 'em in duplicates (1 was old sample & 1 was newly 'sub' sample)...

yang penting -- there were 2 out of 3 ESBLs strains were CTX-M type...

hmm.. best best...

nanti aku upload gamba gel kat sini...
saje nak share 'happy' aku ngan sume w'pon ada yang tak paham apa yang aku cakap hahahha

BUT... i have 403 strains to do PCR.. tapi takpe, pas dapat this +ve results, aku terus rase semangat.. cam esok nak buat lagi PCR.. hehehhe


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apesal ekk??

apesal bila bukak blog ni, cam tak 'update' je...??

meaning blogsites orang lain yang haku boh tepi belah kanan ni cam tak ber'update'.. cam sama ngan malam semalam nye.. bila bukak, actually ada yang ada citer baru??!!

iskk musykil...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Where Are We Heading?

These days we have taller buildings,
but shorter tempers, wider freeways,
narrower viewpoints, spend more, but have less,
buy more, but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses, smaller families,
more conveniences, less time,
more degrees, less sense,
more knowledge, less judgement,
more experts, but more problems,
more medicines, less wellness.

We drink too much, spend too recklessly,
laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry quickly,
stay up late, get up tired, read too little,
watch TV too much and pray too seldom.
We talk too much, love too seldom, hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life, not life to years.
We've been to the moon and back,
but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbours.
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space.
We've done large things but not better things.
We've cleaned the air, but polluted the soul.
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, not to wait.
We have higher incomes, but less morals.
With computers, we have more informations, but less communication.
We long for quantity, but are short on quality.
We have double incomes, but more divorces,
fancier houses, but broken homes.
So where are we heading?
Perhaps, it's time to stop and reflect.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

it's all about me me me..

hmm.. mummy lepas gian boh gambo Payish manyak-manyak dalam nih..

kakak Fatini & Abang HaziQ jgn jeles sbb bukan mummy tak moh boh gamba abang & kakak, tp sbb abang & kakak tak nak posing untuk mummy..

tengok cam Payish, Payish pasrah je bila mummy suruh posing tau...

so auntie2 sume...

ni lah hasil Payish posing untuk mummy... ni sume gamba latest sejak Payish masuk umo 4 bulan...
Mummy lama tak upload gamba sbb mummy tak cukup masa and ari tu 'lappy' mummy merajuk kejap..

now lappy dah okay.. so mummy upload gamba2 Payish dulu okay, nanti bila mummy dah siapkan case #3 ada masa, mummy janji nak upload gambo kitorg balik kampung hari tuh...

ni gamba Payish posing dgn CD Happy Heiny's Cow print -- Payish tau mummy suka CD ni sbb tu mummy selalu pakaikan Payish CD nih.. Payish pon suka yak yak dalam nih
ni plak gamba Payish dgn kakak Tini. Kakak Tini pandai main ngan Payish.. Payish akan gelak terbahak-bahak bila kakak main ngan Payish atau geletek Payish... Payish cayang kakak... mummy cakap Payish tembam sebab minum susu mummy, betul ke auntie2 sume?? tp Payish mmg suka minum susu mummy... susu mummy kan cedap...

ni gamba Payish dlm Bumbo seat.. mummy cakap Payish comel dok dalam Bumbo seat nih, tp Payish rase 'senak' perut lah... tp okay jugak lah leh duduk drpd terbaring aje kan mummy kan... ehh apasal muka abang HaziQ poyo je.. kan Payish dh cakap, abang & kakak mmg tak suka amik gamba... peace abang & kakak, Payish lap u.. iskk cedap nye toy nih...

ni gamba2 Payish pakai CDs -- itty bitty d'lish SIO, GADimal, HH cow print --- Payish ada manyak lagi CD yang comel2.. mummy mmg suka pandai shopping online.. nanti Payish posing lagi untuk CD2 lain ye.. mummy suka je biarkan Payish tak pakai seluar sbb leh nampak CD yang Payish pakai, tp nanti daddy 'marah' kalu tak pakai suar.. appara daddy ni.. kasik can la kan mummy kan..

Faris dah meniarap

it happened last week..

finally i witnessed it with my very own eyes..

hahahha mana tak tensen nye seblom tu penjaga kat nursery dia cakap dia dh meniarap, maid aku pon ckp dia dh meniarap... tp aku lak belom ada nengok lagi..



uhh memula tu sungguh la payah nye dia nak memusingkan 'montot' dan pipi nye yg 'labuh' tuh.. lagi kecian bila dia terkial-kial nak kuarkan tangan yg terhimpit bawah perut yang boroi itu..



tp lama-lama dia terer lah... caya lah my boy!!! malam tadi, masa tgh tido pon dia meniarap sebab nak bergolek dekat ngan aku... ceih..



ni lak aksi2 bogel Faris malam tadi... ahhahaha..



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2 down, 10 more to go

hahhahah...

itu adalah untuk case write-up ku..
ye ku ada 12 case write ups kena abiskan..
tp ku baru berjaya siapkan 2.. ada lagi soploh nih.. isk isk isk...

next week ada 'meeting' ngan boss.. patut nye dh submit 6.. uhuhuhuh.. janji tinggal janji... so nak kena siapkan lagi satu yg actually tinggal dlm 20% lagi.. u can do it, Norley!!

tp minggu ni nak kena 'trial run' ESBL PCR project aku tuh..
next week nak present journal lagi.. owhh journal tak carik lagi huwarghh...

owh.. haku ni asyik mengeluh je kan... saba je lah ye ihikss... memanjang la 24jam sehari tak cukup.. worang lain pon 24 jam sehari kan... uhuk uhuk uhuk...

Friday, November 6, 2009

naper October stok 'ciput'??

dari entry terdahulu.. aku nak menjawab la soklan di atas..



cerite nye begini ewahh... (mode: self-defending)


Sejak aku kena thrush, rutin mengepam aku pon ‘weng’!!

Kena thrush tu awal October – so 3 hari aku makan Fluconazole tab tu aku just pam and buang EBM.

Seminggu lepas tu pon, aku tak pulun stock sangat, sbb bagi Faris fresh EBM je..

3rd week Oct – aku agak sibuk and tak pam sangat belah pagi. Pastu freezer pon anta ke opistal sbb rumah takde letrik satu hari.. and Faris still enjoying fresh EBM most of the days..

pastu 5 hari kat KB, mmg tak buat stock. Mostly Faris BF direct and pam utk bekal dia masa aku gi conference 2 hari tu je.. malas nak buat stock sgt since we all balik naik ‘oplen’ nnt payah berat plak nak hangkut stock banyak2 – tak banyak tak banyak pon, dapat la bawak balik 4-5 botol of 4oz EBM..

pastu dah masuk bulan baru – NOVEMBER.. sebab tu lah stock bulan 10 ada ‘ciput’ aje…

Ni masuk November, aku pam 2x je siang… uhuk uhuk.. takut ‘merajuk’ je…

Tp pagi mmg tak larat nak bangun awal weih… Faris pon sgt kuat ‘bergantung’ malam sekarang ni..

Now dh ada maid, aku tak risau sgt psl bekal dia kat rumah.. freezer pon dh bawak balik.. selalu aku tinggalkan 4-5 botol je.. tp dah up jadi 4oz tau…

Faris plak menyusu 3x je..

Aku plak kat opistal, kalu pam tghari leh dapat 12-13oz.. belah ptg kalau tak sempat, balik rumah aku pam sebelah sambil direct BF Faris… leh la dapat lagi 5-6oz… uhuk uhuk… kalau ikut ‘math’ mmg cukup -cukup untuk bekal and buat stock 1-2 botol…

Cam semalam, aku pam kul 9 – dapat 8oz, kul 2pm dapat lagi 8oz.. petang tak sempat pam, balik bagi direct je.. and semalam ada lebih 2 botol (plus 2 botol yang hari sebelum yang tak naik freezer lagi), ku dapat la simpan sume 4 botol perahan semalam utk stocks… and turunkan 1 botol frozen EBM…

Hari ni, ku pam agak lewat sbb ‘stucked’ dgn keje.. pam kol 12 dapat la 13oz…kul 3pm ni dapat la 7oz lagi... hmm.. cukup la untuk hari ni nampaknye...

esok ku on-call so kena gak tinggal untuk Faris di rumah...

cukup tak explanation men'defend' diri tu?? heheheh

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